As i stepped foot onto the road i can slowly feel the weight crushing down my bones and on my knees and what seemed to be a light and quick run at 8:00 turned into a memory of four years ago, this time however I had tasted the joy of being Light.
I ran yesterday for the first time in months, in Mishref. The weather was gorgeous and the music was great and i did run believe it or not, made it all the way around, 8 Kilos in total. I still have my strenght but now it takes a whole lot of effort. I’m heavy, I get tired very quickly, and I wish I didn’t have it all let go.
I weighed for the first time, I won’t share my weight, although i will say that from my absolute low i’m 8 Kilos heavy, i would like to be down lighter by 6 however, i think 8 makes me look real skinny and it just doesn’t match my structure.
So this is it i guess, i’m on a mission again, to loose 6 … it’s 5:38 p.m. and already i can’t wait till it’s 8:00 so i can head out and go for a nice run.